I asked Amy (the married new mother that I either outright or covertly mentioned in that earlier post) about who made the schedule and if the meeting this weekend was the main factor why I got 15.5 hours this week or was it something else (don't worry I asked *calmly*).
She didn't give me an answer!! She said to wait until I was on the clock in the morning to talk to her and Rhonda and see how to get it fixed!!
That does NOT sound good because of how I am with those two...if I speak what's in my head, there's a close to astronomically small percentage change that I WON'T get terminated with another job to fall back on.
If I do it calmly and try to pick my words, they would definately try to corner me and trip me up and back me in a corner!
I wanted a damned answer while my mom was there so I could have someone who was better at talking to those creepy damnnazis!!
*scared* What if I do get fired either way???????????
(in my mind...) *takes a loaded pistol and points it to my own head* NO ONE WILL TAKE ME ALIVE!! NO ONE WILL MAKE ME DIE A SLOW DEATH...NO ONE WILL MAKE ME STARVE TO DEATH AND SELL OFF EVERYTHING TO STAY ALIVE!!!! I WILL DIE QUICKLY AND IF I END UP DAMNED...THEN SO BE IT.