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I was trying to be accountable to people as well as trying to find more guidance to this new twist of events but now the only thing I did was to be even more hated.

Maybe I am quite dumb...I dunno. Oh and a stupid question, when did everything change? I am getting worse and worse and worse by the day. When will I be human again? Wait, scratch that, I don't deserve to be ever again.

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2dreamsilently
Jan. 28th, 2004 10:33 pm (UTC)
I didn't read anything in AA that indicated people were mad at you. Most of what I've read has been people sincerly trying to help. ^^;;

Don't be discouraged! We all have to hit rock-bottom at some point in our life... sometimes several points.

Pray, read your Bible (even if you don't "feel like it" ;) ), and try to be good to others (even if they don't deserve it). Even if it doesn't make you feel better right now, it'll help you climb back up out of "rock bottom". :)
skrain_bodak
Jan. 28th, 2004 11:14 pm (UTC)
Well it was in email....
I got an email tonight from her wanting me to explain, that's what I'm talking about.
cagirl4ever
Jan. 28th, 2004 10:38 pm (UTC)
You are human. Just because you screwed up, doesn't make you "unhuman."

In regards to the "everyone hates me" mentality, they shouldn't. I don't really understand what happened, but whatever it is, is between you and your girlfriend. Your friends should be there to support and encourage you, not to make you feel bad. They should, however, be willing and able to express their feelings. You have to accept the consequences of your actions. Once those views are expressed, that should be the end of it. 'Nuff said.

*hugs*
sleepybluekitty
Jan. 29th, 2004 11:33 am (UTC)
hate
nobody on the boards hates you, I don't think they even do mentally speaking. You are at a bottom but it's something you can bring yourself out of with God's help through Bible reading, prayer and trust in Him. If people are reacting negatively to what you did then it is because what you did is wrong and you should be told that. That does not people hate you though.

Much Hope and Many Blessings! =^_^=
princesspinkash
Jan. 29th, 2004 01:49 pm (UTC)
Hi!!??....
I'm not sure who you are, but I noticed that you added me to your friends list...so I added you...So um who are you and how did you get my name? I'm confused, but I guess that normal for me *lol*
God Bless
skrain_bodak
Jan. 29th, 2004 08:30 pm (UTC)
Re: Hi!!??....
I don't remember where I've seen you but I noticed that you're also in the i_think_that community so I think I might have seen you post there.
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