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Jul. 7th, 2004 10:18 pm (UTC)
Ironic...Isn't It...
Al....don't suppose you thought you would be hearing much from me. Guess I do owe you an appology as well. I have come to see much within the last hour or so that I should have seen before. Will leave it at that though...sorry....for much...

What's behind those eyes? (what type of eye do you have..8 outcomes!)

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Jul. 8th, 2004 07:35 am (UTC)
Re: Ironic...Isn't It...
I just read....email me what you remember of him saying to you okay?

There's really not much to be sorry for other than the being hard on me or whatever that was for trying to care so much for Mel even after what happened.

Yes I have been a total monster for letting "it" happen. Just wish that it were understood that I'm not as strong yet as others and that yeah, I can be surprised still. I wish none of this mess had happened.

I was told by my friend Katherine that she found Mel's journal through my friends page and saw that one long entry...and that they had a talk through email. She doesn't quite know everything...she only knows what happened recently, but I did tell her that it seems that Mel has changed from the Mel I've known. However though some things can't totally be turned back, I think that she could become the person I once knew.

I have had a dark feeling ever since...spring break...if you know what I mean. Or at least the next day that I have chatted with Mel. Remember the guzzled half bottle of sake?
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