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Muererr Grandma MUERERR!!!!!!!!!!!!

We were just about to go out to dinner since I got $13 in tips today (should have known that was a very bad sign)...and I was talking about stopping by campus to pay the tuition and stuff and then right when we were walking to the car when my sister drives up and got out with an urgency....she had me put CN on for the kids and we all went out to the patio for her to talk to us...

The story before they chased me out, as if I'm not important enough to hear it all or maybe that they thought I was getting too upset at it... was that my sister got off work early...she went him and then went out to go somewhere for a few minutes, when she came back, grandma and grandpa's car was in the driveway, RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE and one thing grandma said was "I tried to get it over far enough for you...."

BULL!! JUST LIKE EVERY CELL IN HER MISERABLE SCUM BODY!!

Anyway she was wheeling around grandpa in his chair because he thought today was Saturday and he usually has his bath on Saturdays so grandma helps him bathe and of course always afterward he wants to go somewhere so she gets him in the car, and he starts pointing directions....he wanted to see this tree that is behind the rental house my sister lives in. After my sister helps grandma push grandpa through the muddy, unmowed backyard to the gate (that was even hard for her as well) grandma tells her that she found something in the mail....some sort of advertisement or something from Keller-Williams Realtors and showed her the houses on it...saying "See? This house sold in 5 days and this one sold in 10....." and asking what time it would be easy to get the real estate lady out there to look over the house so by the time they find a new house, then the process would have already been started or at least set up.

(my sister and brother in law have already been looking to move for a year or two, especially since he really isn't supposed to be within so many hundreds of feet of a school or a park)...and sis had already thought that they would have found something by NEXT summer...!!

So anyway before they shooed me away, I asked "What? Isn't the extra $100 in rent enough for her? She has to push very fast for selling the house???"

I HATE THAT STUPID OLD BITCH.....!!!!! I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER!! SHE IS DEAD TO ME....VERY DEAD....IF SHE HASN'T HAD SEEN PASSION YET, THEN WHEN SHE DOES, I HOPE IT IS SO VERY GRAPHIC FOR HER THAT SHE KEELS OVER! HOW DARE SHE DO THIS TO MY SISTER??? MAY SOME PSYCHO DO A HOME INVASION AND DO UNSPEAKABLE THINGS TO HER...

And as for me.....this affects me too....but then, it shouldn't....because I am sick and tired of letting shit like this mess up what little dreams I have left....I am going to find out which Tulsa bus route meets up with the Broken Arrow system and how to get to Promenade when I make the switch....I say it now and it WILL BE DONE....forget mom and her aching feet after work....forget that stupid old bitch that used to be my grandma, I'll not let my FORMER grandma mess with MY family nor let ANYONE mess with my dreams!

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!

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star_tigress
Aug. 20th, 2004 04:21 pm (UTC)
You want your former grandma to keel over when she sees Passion? Are you talking about the movie Passion of the Christ? If so, this is NOT very nice to say about your Grandma. Mel Gibson produced that movie with the intent of spreading most of the Gospel to the world and also possibly with the intention to lead people to salvation, not to Hell.

As I learned last Sunday - if you don't keep on reading God's Word & in prayers (where you AND God talk to each other) - you will feel more stressed.

So, please take five or ten minutes every day to just be in prayers and read several verses. You can be surprised on how it helps a lot & helps you realize things that you hadn't known before.
abiding
Aug. 20th, 2004 07:11 pm (UTC)
Uh oh....Someone's pissed.....*scoots away a bit*
skrain_bodak
Aug. 20th, 2004 08:42 pm (UTC)
awwww not at you.....
I'm still determined but more calmed down now....

but I would never get mad at you....*hugs*
abiding
Aug. 20th, 2004 09:10 pm (UTC)
Re: awwww not at you.....
*hugs* Feel better!
violeteves
Aug. 20th, 2004 11:04 pm (UTC)
Why can't he be close to a park or school?
skrain_bodak
Aug. 20th, 2004 11:08 pm (UTC)
I'm not sure if I should tell you or not....

but if I do...what's your IM SN?

Otherwise, just think reeeeealy hard and you'd get the general picture of why.
violeteves
Aug. 20th, 2004 11:29 pm (UTC)
My IM is Riiana, but I only accept IMs from people on my buddy list so you have to give me your sn ^_^
skrain_bodak
Aug. 20th, 2004 11:35 pm (UTC)
Vaquero123
koriandr
Aug. 21st, 2004 06:58 am (UTC)
Well, I understand about having family you can’t stand and wish daily for certain members to walk outside the door and mysteriously get ran over by a car packed full of unemployed clowns. My family life isn’t all that happy or helpful either. It’s a pure freaking wonder that I’m not seeing my Psychiatrist, Psychologist, and Psychotherapist more then three times a week.

Yes, I have three folks.

Anyway, I’ve learned something very valuable about how we (the sane people reacting to the insane family) deal with these people in our lives. It’s simple: The anger we display is a direct effect of our disappointment that they (the insane family member or members) suck so damn badly and our desire that it wasn’t so. It’s a painful thing to be betrayed. To be betrayed by the very people that are suppose to love you unconditionally is worse, but unfortunately you can’t pick your family. If we could, I could loose two of the therapist. Still, you do have the right idea, (Not the hating of your grandmother, though venting is a good thing.) don’t let anyone get in the way of your dreams. Don’t let anyone else make you miserable. You are responsible for your own happiness and only you know what that will take, so no one else gets the right to intrude their own pettiness, misery, and fucked up priorities on you. So I’d suggest you tune her out as much as possible and separate yourself until you and your sister manage to find a workable solution to the situations.

skrain_bodak
Aug. 21st, 2004 11:49 am (UTC)
Oh yeah and when I was talking to my mom about the whole thing on the way to campus I tried making it clear that I both cared for my sister and saw this as a threat to one of my dreams (and that the former is more important than the latter but they are both important) but she was stubborn, she said I was jealous, selfish, and that what's happening has no connection whatsoever to my dreams.

She still stuck to it even after I brought up the fact that she works Thursdays now and that my sister has this crap to worry about now on top of apparently being otherwise not able to afford to take me to hang with Chester and Jim.

However I could always focus all of this to where I can get back at the Yahoo bullies even though I have heard that hate and anger usually keeps one from true focus. Too bad none of them on Y! Games would be interested enough to tell me if I have gotten better or worse.

Just wish that that system would have the kyu/dan rankings instead of the color coded one. And that the others would be like Chester and Jim and be like "See? This is a bad move, instead a better move would be...."

You're such a nice person...I'm glad you're more active in your journal and friended me...

btw, I love Starfire the most too. Though you might think it figures that I got interested in Titans through the cartoon though I have known pieces of their history and a few of the members that have gone through the revolving door through the years and even have the issue of the alternate future Titans that came back and became THE Titans in the ending of Armageddon 2001...the one where they were fighting in their future a villain that was their own Monarch....
biscayne
Aug. 23rd, 2004 11:12 am (UTC)
That's fucked up! I hope you can get away soon. Sounds like something my family would pull.
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