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phase one halfway complete.....

phase one of the cut will be completed tomorrow.

A certain revelation by alan_mikato opened up an old wound that stings in quite a different way. This pain is also making me stronger....colder...icier...more detatched...more determined to close myself off even more. I have been....quite softhearted...emotionally in a somewhat other direction since the declaration of the friends cut...I should keep my focus....

should keep my focus....must control emotions.....must eliminate even the slightest attraction....


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Oct. 3rd, 2004 09:31 am (UTC)
The deletion of any person of significance within anyone's life can be something proven more than difficult as well as almost impossible to bear. Some relationships were meant to last, while others never truly had the chance to make it. Sometimes it is most difficult to get past the broken pieces, but the truth is it can be done. Though perhaps not as easily as said.

Relationships are things not to be taken lightly, nor is friendship. Friendship is indeed a treasure which is to be valued. Yet, there are one too many out there who neglect to recognize such a relationship for various reasons.

However, there is no need to dwell upon such things, nor go into such things.

The best lessons learned are those learned out of the rougher of experiences as well as loss. Still, keep in mind that there are some things which are not so easily lost, nor readily let go of. Such would be the friendship of which you and I share.
Oct. 3rd, 2004 01:13 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Hope everything goes well.
Oct. 3rd, 2004 01:37 pm (UTC)
*hugs* it's okay....

I doubt she'd come over here to look so I'll just say it....Melissa is a slut.

and me doing what I did months ago...makes me a man-whore.
Oct. 3rd, 2004 01:44 pm (UTC)
Oct. 4th, 2004 06:25 am (UTC)
Not As You Say
Everyone makes mistakes. Most the time it is not in the actions themselves, but more or less one's judgement of another. The actions which were taken were indeed wrong, but still that does not make you a man whore.
Oct. 5th, 2004 01:36 am (UTC)
sorry I wasn't there when you called. I locked my keys in my car and didn't get back until real late. Could you give me your number as well?
Oct. 5th, 2004 10:17 am (UTC)
You can take me off if you wish. You never responded to what I wrote you, so I'm assuming I upset you with what I said.
I wish you the best
Oct. 5th, 2004 02:00 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry for not responding....

I'll respond soon...I won't take you off, I still care.
Oct. 5th, 2004 03:15 pm (UTC)
*HUGS* I was scared I messed everything up between us.
Oct. 5th, 2004 04:38 pm (UTC)
naw no probls....
Oct. 6th, 2004 09:19 am (UTC)
Oct. 7th, 2004 05:01 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Chill . . .breathe . . .*worried*
Oct. 7th, 2004 06:16 pm (UTC)
don't worry fraulein.
ich est still here....du est still here as well! :P

ich hast du mein freund. :)

Somehow I think I got that wrong. :P
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