October 3rd, 2004

Dilandau

phase one halfway complete.....

phase one of the cut will be completed tomorrow.

A certain revelation by alan_mikato opened up an old wound that stings in quite a different way. This pain is also making me stronger....colder...icier...more detatched...more determined to close myself off even more. I have been....quite softhearted...emotionally in a somewhat other direction since the declaration of the friends cut...I should keep my focus....

should keep my focus....must control emotions.....must eliminate even the slightest attraction....