March 12th, 2007

Lancea Sanctum

I totally suck

no matter what my instructor says, I totally suck...because I learned tonight that I missed TWO QUIZZES in a row!!!  It doesn't matter what I am going through this semester or not, I NEVER should have done this!!!!  Nevr should be so careless.  It never should matter that my mom just died, never should matter how much crap I'm going through this semester.

This is the first and only time I have missed two quizzes by accident and it's so stupid!!!!  In my graduating semester!!!

Making so many careless stupid mistakes..what woman would ever want me?  I don't even want myself.

Maybe I do need someone taking care of me.