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I am so friggen mad right now.....

edit: more calm now, edited out some stuff....

The work situation is a surprisingly small one right about now, it would be the biggest part until a few minutes ago.

One sentense about it.... It doesn't seem that I could get MLK Day off Because I couldn't see on the new schedule anyone that I thought of that isn't working a closing shift the other night and I don't know how that one Zach that I asked if he decided or not.

I think I have a Marsdammed concussion....but mom made me walk the few remaining blocks home....

Explaination..sorry for the caps but I am getting mad again thinkingh about it...

MOM HAD ANOTHER DAMNED ACCIDENT!!! THIS TIME IT WAS HER FAULT.... HER FAULT!!!!! AND THE GRILL IS MESSED UP AGAIN AND MY HEAD HIT THE WINDSHIELD AND SHE SAID IT WAS HER FAULT AND i AM SO FRIGGNE MAD!!!

I DON'T GIVE AN WHAT SHE SAYS NOW!!! OR WHO KNOWS MY $$$ SITUATION!!! I'LL GRAB ALL I CAN OUT OF (edit: now I have better sense to return and bleep this part out) AND NOW I DON'T CARE HOW (edit: another extration I'LL BUY IT

I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL AND.........!!!!!!!

I AM SO SICK AND TIRED THAT I HAVE BEEN PLANNING ON GETTING ONE FOR MONTHS!!! AND THEN SHE RUNS INTO A DEER!!! I WAS ASKED TO HELP WITH THAT!! THEN THE COUPLER ON THE SEWER LINE TO THE HOUSE BROKE AND WE HAD TO DEAL WITH THAT!!!! MOM HASN'T EVEN FIGURED OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH THAT!!!

AND.....NOW....THIS!!!!!!!!



THIS TIME IT'S REALLY YOUR FAULT, YOU DO IT YOURSELF!!!

Comments

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star_tigress
Jan. 11th, 2006 11:20 pm (UTC)
Dude, use your Fund to move out instead of buying an expensive laptop.

It will help your mindset if you're not living with your mom.
skrain_bodak
Jan. 12th, 2006 02:22 am (UTC)
it would help if I had something better than a 7-8 year old uninsured Compaq Presario (obviously made before Compaq was bought by HP).

Uninsured because that computer is too old to have continued being insured.
star_tigress
Jan. 12th, 2006 04:30 am (UTC)
I don't have any laptops and I'm doing just fine with my built PC.

Laptops runs about $800 to $2,000. Honestly, you can save that amount for moving out.

Don't go on a shopping spree just because you're mad. Remember, when I got mad at the world for living with my family, I got smart and started saving up and found some resources to help me out & look at where I am now.

You need to learn how to channel your anger through constructive things instead of things that cause you setbacks like impulse buying.

Honestly, after I read every of your entries, you keep blaming your mom or even objects. I think it's a good time for you to stand up for yourself and start DECIDING what to do instead of getting mad at things.

I know you can do it. :)
elymsherri
Jan. 13th, 2006 12:53 am (UTC)
Amen!
I totally concur with everything you just said.
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