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where are you?

where? where?

It almost feels like a Voices of a Distant Star situation here.

What if she doesn't love me anymore? What if she never did? No phone call at all. I know I should be more confident than I was the time before. I mean I do remember all the times when I posted filtered entries whenever I was emailed messages that had what I thought was bad news and I went to posting that I was afraid of a breakup and here I am again with someone else and this is the first time it happened in this one, but in a different way.

I'm scared, I admit it I'm scared...I'm scared something happened to her (worst of all) or that she's decided to see someone else and didn't tell me and it would serve me right.

I mean I did cheat a different lifetime ago...it would serve me right if I would be the one being cheated on this time.

I really hate this.

She should have called or at least answered the phone last night since it was Friday I mean there's no school on Saturday....


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Apr. 1st, 2006 08:38 pm (UTC)
I have prayed and will pray more...just concerned.

And God knows that if we aren't so that I'll give up perioud
Apr. 1st, 2006 09:30 pm (UTC)
And so...

Annie waits Annie waits Annie waits...
For a call.
From a friend.

And so...

He forgot he forgot maybe not.
Maybe he's been seriously hurt...
...but that'd be worse.

Annie says "You see?
This is why I'd rather be...

Apr. 1st, 2006 11:06 pm (UTC)
Just Hang In There
It was a Friday night...anything could have happened. In times of fear or insecurity. It is best to give such to God. I cannot tell you how many times Robert has come home late from work and I was frightened during the wait on account of having not received a promised call or something. Yet, when he did finally show up I found that not only was I eager to wrap my arms around him and tell him that I love him, but also that my eyes rise up to the heavens as I whisper a rather silent yet content thank you to God for looking out for him.

Just hang in there, for something may have happened. If so, she will come around and talk to you when she can.

Should it be what you are fearing it is better to know that you put your faith in God and allowed Him to be there to catch you when and should you fall.


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