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contradictions....

You know...this past weekend....sis was cleaning out the garage that we filled up with all the junk we cleared out of mom's old room...well actually not for a garage sale since she got home too late to get enough sleep for one but yet she was still cleaning out...and I heard her complaining to aunt before she took me to campus so i can do my test about how some of the stuff she found in the garage and attic was practically useless stuff like an old popcorn machine that was we guess broke...since it was out there in the garage and yet 1) I think we did briefly use a replacement popcorn machine until 2) we started using the popcorn that could be popped in the microwave....

so yeah she was bitching to aunt about how some of the stuff she found cleaning out the garage was "dirty" and "nasty" and crap like that like the little damned "princess" that she always is...and of course I shouldn't be talking like this because I did hear her one time yesterday morning crying because she started to really miss mom....but still I can't help bot think while I was hearing her talk to aunt that "...mom had me purge my books and crap at least once a year for the past two years but yet she never purged all that USELESS CRAP HERSELF??????????

Like ummm....she had all these books in the bookshelves in the living room that was probably from dad but I don't know why because they are plant books and crap and I always known/heard that he was a hunter and trapper and carpenter and crap why would he have PLANT BOOKS? and yet she hasn't purged THOSE??????? We have at least two encyclopedic type books that are obviously outdated and why keep print encyclopedias anymore anyway when we have the internet and Wikipedia (even though some critics say we can't trust Wikipedia) but yet she hasn't purged THOSE???? even though encyclopedias now are ELECTRONIC????


GAH!!!! IT'S NO WONDER WHY I RESISTED HER!!!! God bless her soul even though she was a total bitch up until she died....

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hakkiri
Jun. 18th, 2007 08:28 am (UTC)
you are bitter.

no offense, but i think women are attracted to men who actually love their family.
skrain_bodak
Jun. 18th, 2007 11:39 am (UTC)
we both said true things...
I do sound biter but it's against the attitudes and actions not against the people.

With sis sometimes it's the "Odd Couple" relationship..."Felix and Oscar"...I lean toward Oscar and she leans toward Felix. you're probably too young to catch that and sis is slightly ignorant of pop culture though she has less excuse than u do, she had the same chance of watching the early 80's tv show that I did.

and like I said too....even though it WAS "her house her rules" and possibly "do as I say not as I do" even though I'm an adult...mom SHOULD HAVE purged stuff too...if she expected me to purge and expected me to give away books when I get new ones then heck....she had the broken suitcase, broken popcorn maker, etc, etc, etc to PURGE!!!
iamnotgemma
Jun. 18th, 2007 12:59 pm (UTC)
Sometimes it is hard to throw away broken things. I keep so many old clothes which don't fit me because I remember really stupid, insignificant details when I look at them. Or, sometimes it is just hard to throw away things full stop, for no reason at all.

Human nature is inconsistent. You can't blame someone for making other people do something and not doing it themselves; that is the way of the world unfortunately.

And old encyclopedias are so interesting. We have one at home (that is from the 1950s or something crazy) in about 10 different giant parts. I love it. Most of the informations in it is so out-dated and useless, but even though no-one's even opened it for about 10 years, we still keep it.
kolizeon
Jun. 18th, 2007 01:49 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry your mother was a little bit of a hypocrite. But it is very natural for people to overlook their own faults when they won't overlook the same fault in another. The only thing left to do now is try not to repeat that same hypocrisy in yourself.
You do sound a little bitter, but I think that's only because you're frustrated. It'll all pan out in the end; you'll see.
(Anonymous)
Jun. 18th, 2007 07:53 pm (UTC)
Bitterness
I have written to you before about your bitterness.......here I am again! As long as you hold bitterness, it will only affect your attitudes toward everything you are involved with.
How can you expect to attract people with such a poor attitude all the time.

Also, I DON'T believe in bad-talking about anyone who is dead and can't defend themselves as a result! (much less your own Mother!)

Grow Up!

Shelly
skrain_bodak
Jun. 18th, 2007 10:01 pm (UTC)
Re: Bitterness
where do you know me from?
(Anonymous)
Jun. 19th, 2007 03:19 am (UTC)
Re: Bitterness
Just a distant friend of a friend.......

I check in on your journal sometimes just to see what is new.

Shelly
kolizeon
Jun. 19th, 2007 01:06 pm (UTC)
Re: Bitterness
If you only "check in" every once in a while, maybe you should hold off judgment?
misfortunedfool
Jun. 20th, 2007 06:28 pm (UTC)
Re: Bitterness
Bitterness with bitterness amounts to nothing.

(Anonymous)
Jun. 23rd, 2007 02:32 pm (UTC)
Re: Bitterness
Sorry if I sounded bitter.......I just don't think it is right to bad-mouth someone that is dead and can't defend themselves as a result - that's all.

Shelly
(Anonymous)
Jun. 23rd, 2007 02:25 pm (UTC)
Re: Bitterness
I'm on top of the situation more than you know.

Shelly
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