When I got in the lift van today, the driver handed me a short letter from Julie, the department boss of the transportation arm of Gatesway Foundation....
April 16, 2003
Due to state budget cuts, Gatesway Foundation can no longer provide public transportation. We regret any inconvenience that this impairs on you. We enjoyed serving you. The last day of service will be May 16, 2003.
Now I'm waiting for the next shoe to drop!!! What's next?? Fucking Social Security Administration sending me letter in mail saying "Due to state budget cuts we regret to inform you we are unable to send you your SSI benefits"???? I HATE THIS
I HATE THIS AND I HATE FUCKING GEORGE W BUSH AND HIS STUPID IRAQ WAR!! I HAD A FEELING THAT DAMNED MONEY VAMPIRE WOULD INDIRECTILY DO THIS TO ME!! I'M VOTING LIEBERMAN IN '03!! THIS IS THE FIRST AND THE LAST SACRIFICE I WILL MAKE FOR MY COUNTRY!! THE KELLER FAMILY MUST AND WILL NOT SUFFER!
Now that I got my rant out of the way I hope that my mom doesn't lose her Wednesday house because I think that client could be the "funny" one that doesn't want her day and time moved.
Do any of you people know any good ways for me to "accidentally on purpose" make myself brain damaged? I'm afraid that now more than ever, sooner or later, I might have to go into a group home and I need to make it so that I wouldn't give a rat's bullshit whether or not my ideal future is down the tubes or not...and that I wouldn't give the same bullshit whether I'm in one of those nazi-fied group homes or not with staff telling me when to stay with the group, do stuff with the group, have dinner, do this, do that, and lights off at 9:30 PM.
Heck I wouldn't even give a shit if I married that idiot Angela Bradshaw, because if I were brain damaged, I'd kinda be an idiot just....like....her!